There is a harshness to deep waiting. Note the grating sense of light reflected from the sketch below. I photographed this entry of my sketch book under hospital lighting. I am past the waiting room and directly interact with the business of the medical center here. Here I provide all the information I think may be helpful. Then I wait for answers; I wait information: dribs, drabs, I’ll take what I can get; I want it faster. I wait for options; wait for consequences of decisions. I wait for something positive; I wait until the time is ripe to go home.